Today i woke up. walked straight to the com. switched it on. open internet and i see cao ge fight with justin lo coz he got drunk. On youtube, the most popular video under sports section is a drunk girl getting arrested in viking's opening game. (as we can see, the world is a better place with alcohol)

Bored to death... must find something to do today... ... ... ... ... before wednesday comes and i have to study again! Feel like dying at the thought of it. i think i super weak. think about studying only leg soft...

WHY LAST TWO PAPERS TAKE SO LONG TO FINISH!!!!!!!!!!

*in mega state of anguish*

I totally burned out although i thought i wouldn't. And the last paper had to be Southeast Asian history (which is tormenting and extremely tedious to study for).

absolutely hate my current life. i think i'll hate being a student for a long time to come... but i guess it's the first step to carving out a career...

so long already still got two more papers. Sianz half. And then i was scrutinising the a level dates and it's like 6 weeks after prelims! 6! WTH i stressed for nothing. 6 weeks can make all subjects from S to A la. (if u mug really hard)

Going to CC later to mug some math for tml's paper. No plan for history paper 2 yet. But by tml there will be a plan, i'm sure. (not tat it matters since all plans screw up somewhere in the end)

Yesterday watched 'Family Outing' for the whole day again. *bangs head on table*

Wah! 今天真的玩得太轰感（hong gan)了! 好开心好开心! 把全部的烦恼都玩掉了！

Hope we can go out more often after a levels. WHOOOO

My slack mode is already officially switched on. Right after hist paper 1 and maths paper 1, I was feeling like super hyped up to like chiong hist paper 2 and maths paper 2, but now my 三分钟热度 ('hot' for 3 minutes) syndrome has gotten the better of me. (that's y i think i damn weak -.-)

Anyway, i'm hit with korean fever too. I'm hooked on the Korean reality tv show 'Family Outing' (yes right in the middle of prelims. owned like a sausage). It's great coz the korean celebrities in it have such great personalities and are freaking funny!

Ok going out to chill out soon. See everyone sometime.

Prelims is really quite an enjoyable exam experience.

Yesterday we battled through history paper 1 and then lit paper 1 in the afternoon. Hist was bad coz the cold war question was tweaked to make our lives difficult. i thot SBQ was ok, but other people didnt agree. Lit was very interesting. I looked at PC and stunned and died. lol. Someone even fainted during the paper (just proves the jia latness of the papers. rofl).

Today started with econs and then ended with an unpassable maths paper. Econs was alright except for the fact that i was being a stubborn mule and forced my way thru a BOP question i knew i couldn't do justice to. lol i'm convinced any other question would have been better than the BOP question. definitely. Maths was really tough in my opinion! And God i couldn't find point D for about 15 minutes for the vector question. Then i realised i missed out a comma beside point A which obviously explains why i couldn't effing spot point D. (i spent another 10 minutes redoing the question)

4 papers down, 4 more to go.

feeling very depressed now. and i get extremely frustrated easily.

I wonder if everyone has to work so hard in life or issit just coz of competition that we have to slog our guts out. And what happens to those who work very had but dun get good grades and those who dun care and work nothing. Perhaps our education system (or even society) isn't as meritocratic as it seems! How bout those who dun like to study (like me!) and have other interests?

It's no use coz all of us just end up being stuck under the system of study or die. And then if u dun get good grades people look down on u (truly a pathetic and ugly side of society).

Sighs. I guess not everyone can make their passions part of their career... Even more so in Singapore... A huge pity. Singaporean education... It's competitive and supposed to bring out the best in you, but how come i only feel strangled and restricted by it?